God Bless You Connie! God will provide for you....and he is. Just look at all the support you have. One of the greatest things you can learn in life, is how to accept kindness shown to you. For some it's easy...for others, they sometimes let pride get in the way. The love and kindness your friends are showing you, is something that God wants us to do. Accept the love and support you are shown....Just as you like to show it yourself.
You are a wonderful soul, and I feel honored to have been able to meet you and become your friend...even if we're miles away. Keep your faith! Love you!