ah hah..... thanks hermhater,
you're a lifesavor and my hero... next to canada. hahahaha
I figured out why I couldn't find it.
In google's preferences I have the checkbox marked for Do not filter my search results.
I get a lot more pictures with adult content that way (hint, hint, nudge, nudge).
So admin wasn't showing up until page 5 or 6...
Thanks again Leeana!