It's a little like being addicted to crack-cocaine. You keep coming back for it although you know you will come crashing down.
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Don't worry it will get better and we can move it a little further down the line!!!
Don't know about the crack cocaine thing, but sounds like being a Chiefs fan to me.
I really think we have a decent chance of not getting blown out by the Colts this Sunday though.